Uncertainty

You saw me, I didn’t see you
You spoke, I didn’t hear you
You probed, I didn’t feel you
Senses derailed
Completely detached
No desire to be exposed again
This world is too evil
These people are too wicked
Damaged beings
Using one another for quick fixes
I do not trust them
I do not trust…you
Persistence
You stood still until I saw you
You kept speaking until I heard you
You kept probing until I felt you
You said it’ll be okay
Just flow
Senses awakened
Attachment
Slowly intoxicated by your sweet nothings
It’s nothing
I think I can trust you
I let go
Then you let up
Stuck
Swimming in a pool of doubt
Silence filled with wonder and guilt
This isn’t the foundation on which anything should be built
You’re still dancing with the past
Intrigued by the future
I said it’ll be okay
You should let go
There’s better in store
But…
You chose to go backwards for more
It’s only right that I close this door
Detach and retreat
No…don’t bother to speak.
I accept your gift
I enjoyed the ride
But it’s clear,
You were never truly ready for what’s on this side.

Written by Tamica Nicole © 2016

4 Comments Add yours

  1. Christina says:

    Nice read!!!

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Jasmine says:

    Very impressive.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. T. Nicole says:

      Thank you Jasmine!

      Like

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